Wanna see?! I'll show you! Look, I'm great at proving points.
(and the poor hand is taken into his, teeth sinking into leather to remove what separates skin... and he bites. it's very gently, delicate, barely any force.)
[Chuuya's too busy grasping for a denial to throw at Dazai that he doesn't even manage to pull away in time. The delicate bite to his gloved finger is barely there, but for all the gentleness it seems to burn all the more, heat flooding Chuuya like wildfire, fingers twitching and eyes going wide as all his focus is dragged to the spot where Dazai bites him.
If anything, his delayed reaction only helps Dazai tug the glove away as he yanks his hand back as if scalded. The graze of teeth drags a strangled noise from Chuuya, choked and heated and unmistakably of surprise and arousal, a single word coming out in a gasp.]
See, Chuuya? When was I ever wrong in this life?! I'm never wrong! What happens if I do other things to it, and then leave!
(death. death, probably, it's a rhetorical question for something that is already going to happen, probably. best thing about being high is that, this time, the denial is bigger! right? he was high. doesn't count. never counted!)
[Chuuya's still frazzled and flustered, but Dazai's words manage to pull him back to his senses enough to snarl. One glove is missing somewhere amongst the bedding, but he'll find it later.]
What I want to know is how the hell you knew that!!
[Right now he wants to strangle Dazai, and his hands come up to grab him by the collar again and shove him down against the bedding. Has he been stalking him? Did he put cameras in his bedroom or something?!]
(oh. wow!!! it is definitely a nice way to go! his legs even sway a little, too long to fit the bed as is, and he laughs, as if no amount of roughness could ruin his perfect mood. debatable if he would even feel pain, anyway.)
Being smart! Did you know!!!!! I'm super smart!!!!!!!!!
[And he's going to be stuck there for a bit, because Chuuya's going to pin him to the bed. He is so very, very tempted to throttle the man, but roughly shoving him will have to do for now.]
Nope! I never saw it myself! It was a theory! And! I am always right! You're so red! Tiny, red, cute Chuuya! Give me your hand! I wanna see if your face blends with your hair!
(chuuya. this is a terrible place to be right now. not with how he might feel a twitch when dazai attempts to free himself from the grip.)
Like hell I am, you're just gonna do something weird!
[Well that's a relief, at least. If Chuuya gets home alive, he'll be able to rest easy in knowing there aren't cameras in his walls, probably. He is very much not amused by Dazai's gleeful crowing however, his face still carrying lingering redness.
Which only deepens once more when he feels that twitch right beneath him. He shifts, a baffled look on his face.]
[The realization makes Chuuya feel like Dazai just set him on fire, hands releasing dazai so he can start to slide back and away from the other's crotch-- which probably doesn't help either of them, because now Chuuya's dick is starting to get Interested, twitching in his pants and making him curse hoarsely, expression twisting in mortification.]
[As always, Chuuya's volume control is broken, but he does in fact manage to roll off of Dazai and to the other side of the bed, grimacing. Fuck this is mortifying.]
Your loss on all accounts. I'm gonna go out then! Enjoy being alone, hard, and sober!
(how energetic he has become, jumping off and looking for his shoes, his coat, his tie, does he have enough bandages? should he unroll a little on the neck? ah, scandalous.)
[His voice cracks at the end, because chuuya is in fact miserable, both from the fact that he's turned on and that it was Dazai of all people who did it. He knows it's been awhile since he had sex, but still!!]
And one less, damn it!!
[Because if Dazai drank another drugged coffee he might actually terrorize the entire town. Or overdose. either/or.]
(why is this so ridiculously funny. why. his laughter echoes the room, to the point he has to bend with his arms wrapped around his stomach, tears pooling on the corners of dazai's eyes.)
Chuuya, I can get you done with just your hand! I know your secret now ♡ You wouldn't be able to keep up with me! La~la~la~♡
(ah, man, putting shoes on bothersome. much like the poor teacup, so goes it over his shoulder, slamming against the window and bouncing off. no shattering this time.
dazai's boney fingers undo one of the rolls on his neck, but oh, yes. there's a scar there. back up he goes.)
Ah, I can't. I forgot! Can't, can't, can't, nope, nope, nope. I'll look difficult again. No~pe. Ugly, ugly, u-- Chuuya. Chuuya, Chuuya. Do you think they're very ugly?
(as if dazai's let chuuya see other than snippets.)
Like hell you can!!! I'd wear you out, you fucking mackerel.
[...No one's ever tried that admittedly, but Chuuya refuses to let Dazai be the first!!
But the sudden turn of Dazai's mood to something almost fretful makes Chuuya pause, shifting up to sit gingerly. He's ignoring his dick for a moment, okay.]
No, why would I? They're just part who you are.
[Chuuya's got Strong opinions on scars, and they're all fairly positive ones. They were a map of who you were, your identity and triumphs. 'This did not kill me' emblazed on your flesh.]
(he doesn't mean it in a sad way, nor to drag down the mood. it's just how he feels. chuuya's seen dazai waste bullets out of frustration, some people die so easy, and in so long trying, dazai's only left with "this didn't kill me", to much of his despair.
after a slow spin, he'll drop on the bed next to chuuya, his chin on the man's shoulder, an open hand offered for chuuya to give him his own.)
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You can't murder me, anyway! It'd be like killing a part of you, and you can't have that, can you? Ah, I can do whatever I want!
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I could absolutely murder you, asshole!
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(HE KNOWS.)
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[And that sends Chuuya's face absolutely flaming red in record speed. A critical hit!!!
How did Dazai know?!]
You--!! That's not--!!
[Either Dazai has interrogated one of his one night stands, or he just knows in that crazy Dazai way of his.]
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(and the poor hand is taken into his, teeth sinking into leather to remove what separates skin... and he bites. it's very gently, delicate, barely any force.)
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If anything, his delayed reaction only helps Dazai tug the glove away as he yanks his hand back as if scalded. The graze of teeth drags a strangled noise from Chuuya, choked and heated and unmistakably of surprise and arousal, a single word coming out in a gasp.]
Fuck!!
[Dazai is trying to kill him.]
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(death. death, probably, it's a rhetorical question for something that is already going to happen, probably. best thing about being high is that, this time, the denial is bigger! right? he was high. doesn't count. never counted!)
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What I want to know is how the hell you knew that!!
[Right now he wants to strangle Dazai, and his hands come up to grab him by the collar again and shove him down against the bedding. Has he been stalking him? Did he put cameras in his bedroom or something?!]
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Being smart! Did you know!!!!! I'm super smart!!!!!!!!!
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[And he's going to be stuck there for a bit, because Chuuya's going to pin him to the bed. He is so very, very tempted to throttle the man, but roughly shoving him will have to do for now.]
Did you fucking stalk me, you bastard?!
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(chuuya. this is a terrible place to be right now. not with how he might feel a twitch when dazai attempts to free himself from the grip.)
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[Well that's a relief, at least. If Chuuya gets home alive, he'll be able to rest easy in knowing there aren't cameras in his walls, probably. He is very much not amused by Dazai's gleeful crowing however, his face still carrying lingering redness.
Which only deepens once more when he feels that twitch right beneath him. He shifts, a baffled look on his face.]
What-- are you--
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(a reaction to the whole shifting. please, chuuya, he's super high. with the whole hand thing being true, he feels so good about his brain!
and chuuya just shoved him on bed and sat on his hips.)
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[The realization makes Chuuya feel like Dazai just set him on fire, hands releasing dazai so he can start to slide back and away from the other's crotch-- which probably doesn't help either of them, because now Chuuya's dick is starting to get Interested, twitching in his pants and making him curse hoarsely, expression twisting in mortification.]
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(none. he has absolutely none!! dazai's the one who should be mortified, grossed out, and making that face! but not chuuya!
wait, is he really? or is it because dazai's seeing things? there's a moment dazai takes to sit up, and... poke. he just pokes.)
Or am I seeing things...
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Oh, that's a interesting choking, high pitched noise Chuuya just made as he jerks above him, his dick perking up more for the attention.]
Dazai!!!
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(as if, with how chuuya reacts, but dazai's hands come to show their palms, away from the small body.)
Or we can go for it and blame it on the drugs! Drink coffee with me! Drugs!!!
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[As always, Chuuya's volume control is broken, but he does in fact manage to roll off of Dazai and to the other side of the bed, grimacing. Fuck this is mortifying.]
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(how energetic he has become, jumping off and looking for his shoes, his coat, his tie, does he have enough bandages? should he unroll a little on the neck? ah, scandalous.)
Chuuya, one more or one less?!
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[His voice cracks at the end, because chuuya is in fact miserable, both from the fact that he's turned on and that it was Dazai of all people who did it. He knows it's been awhile since he had sex, but still!!]
And one less, damn it!!
[Because if Dazai drank another drugged coffee he might actually terrorize the entire town. Or overdose. either/or.]
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(why is this so ridiculously funny. why. his laughter echoes the room, to the point he has to bend with his arms wrapped around his stomach, tears pooling on the corners of dazai's eyes.)
But then I'll look... Too easy!!!!
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[He is trying very hard to make his dick calm the fuck down, thank you!]
I'm guessing you're not talking about coffee, but regardless: aren't you always easy? They always say, be true to yourself.
[Yes he's irritated.]
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(ah, man, putting shoes on bothersome. much like the poor teacup, so goes it over his shoulder, slamming against the window and bouncing off. no shattering this time.
dazai's boney fingers undo one of the rolls on his neck, but oh, yes. there's a scar there. back up he goes.)
Ah, I can't. I forgot! Can't, can't, can't, nope, nope, nope. I'll look difficult again. No~pe. Ugly, ugly, u-- Chuuya. Chuuya, Chuuya. Do you think they're very ugly?
(as if dazai's let chuuya see other than snippets.)
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[...No one's ever tried that admittedly, but Chuuya refuses to let Dazai be the first!!
But the sudden turn of Dazai's mood to something almost fretful makes Chuuya pause, shifting up to sit gingerly. He's ignoring his dick for a moment, okay.]
No, why would I? They're just part who you are.
[Chuuya's got Strong opinions on scars, and they're all fairly positive ones. They were a map of who you were, your identity and triumphs. 'This did not kill me' emblazed on your flesh.]
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(he doesn't mean it in a sad way, nor to drag down the mood. it's just how he feels. chuuya's seen dazai waste bullets out of frustration, some people die so easy, and in so long trying, dazai's only left with "this didn't kill me", to much of his despair.
after a slow spin, he'll drop on the bed next to chuuya, his chin on the man's shoulder, an open hand offered for chuuya to give him his own.)
If I can't, I'll be your dog for a week.
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cw suicide and depression
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DUBCON.... KINDA...
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