(it's funny. he's never done this with chuuya, not outside of his imagination, at least, and yet, he knows exactly how much weight his words held, how much chuuya is holding on for pride, and how close he is. he can hear it in each and every breath, each and every gasp, twitch, grip, and he's more and more motivated to keep going, to make chuuya so dizzy that he won't have time to breathe once dazai's swallowing him. one of the legs gets a grip, as strong as his hand can manage, as his tongue makes sure the other's skin is clean. ah, his name, like that?
he never backs down on a promise, and it's not like chuuya's the only greedy one. once he's distant from the other's hips, his hands move to encourage chuuya's legs to wrap around him, and he kisses the man breathlessly.
a sweet reminder of what he had been doing lately.)
[And that's the thing, isn't it? Dazai knows Chuuya. He knows what makes Chuuya tick, knows just where to touch, what to say. That alone makes this miles different from how Chuuya usually has sex, anonymous hookups after a few drinks, certainly pleasurable but nothing serious. To even pretend this means nothing would be impossible, all things told, because the sheer intimacy of being known is wound in every touch, every word.
Chuuya shudders through the aftershocks of his orgasm, every lap of Dazai's tongue dragging the pleasure out a few seconds longer until something close to a whine escapes him, too sensitive by far. But then Dazai is sliding up and his lips are pressed to Chuuya's, and Chuuya wraps his arms around him to pull him closer, mouth moving against Dazai, any further noises muffled between. He tastes his cum on Dazai's lips, on his tongue, and it doesn't help the dizziness fuzzing up his head, too little oxygen and too much want.]
(that's exactly what makes it so special. insane as it is, he almost feels regret that his bandages separate them, not being able to feel skin everywhere he touches, and it's a shame he's not nearly as ready to let them go, as much as it feels enticing. instead, however, it means his hands and hips get to touch, to feel in lieu of the rest of his body, which is why they can't stay still, they roam, they squeeze, they scratch, from thigh to waist, and when it's back to the hipbone he left his mark, it's a grip so hard his fingertips will purple it too.
the noises, the voice, the name he had called, the way his arms wrap tight like he too doesn't want to let it go makes dazai smile against the pair of lips. he distances, only for a second, to look. his fingers move some of the strands on chuuya's face, and he can't control his face with how much he's beaming. if he thought chuuya looked beautiful before, he's a masterpiece now, panting, dazzled, and having his name now moaned from those lips.
fuck drugs. he will hate that they're having him say it.)
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he never backs down on a promise, and it's not like chuuya's the only greedy one. once he's distant from the other's hips, his hands move to encourage chuuya's legs to wrap around him, and he kisses the man breathlessly.
a sweet reminder of what he had been doing lately.)
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Chuuya shudders through the aftershocks of his orgasm, every lap of Dazai's tongue dragging the pleasure out a few seconds longer until something close to a whine escapes him, too sensitive by far. But then Dazai is sliding up and his lips are pressed to Chuuya's, and Chuuya wraps his arms around him to pull him closer, mouth moving against Dazai, any further noises muffled between. He tastes his cum on Dazai's lips, on his tongue, and it doesn't help the dizziness fuzzing up his head, too little oxygen and too much want.]
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the noises, the voice, the name he had called, the way his arms wrap tight like he too doesn't want to let it go makes dazai smile against the pair of lips. he distances, only for a second, to look. his fingers move some of the strands on chuuya's face, and he can't control his face with how much he's beaming. if he thought chuuya looked beautiful before, he's a masterpiece now, panting, dazzled, and having his name now moaned from those lips.
fuck drugs. he will hate that they're having him say it.)
I think you're going to ruin me, too.