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Chuuya "wine mom" Nakahara ([personal profile] darkdisgrace) wrote2023-03-13 03:11 am
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-03-26 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not.

(this pinning situation, although asked for, is not exactly what he wanted in the first place, considering the bet. with hands out of the picture, it's not like he can have a fair trial, but you know? loophole. chuuya is not letting him.

there's a gasp that he holds in his throat at the grinding, and it's a shift motion that he turns them around, his own turn to pin, a hand on hips and cheeks to bring him a little higher, a little closer to his own.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-03-26 02:41 am (UTC)(link)
(both of them know just how much dazai's into his theatrics, don't they? he'll allow chuuya to bring him closer, a grip against a cheek, lips coming so close to finally touching after all these years of pining, of wanting, denial and betrayal finding themselves as a wall between them.

kissing, however, isn't for the lips. it's the hand that he has pinned, still covered by the gloves that he bites at the edge, not the tip. as he unrols it, dazai's going to let a lip run across the palm.)


Wanna call off the bet? I'm really going to do it!
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-03-26 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
O~kay!

(with how pent up chuuya is, dazai's sure this is going to be easier than he expected. chuuya showed his cards when he mentioned his frustration with him, with fyodor, and this is dazai, who's spent a lifetime watching chuuya wear his emotions on his sleeve.

his body also betrays him, that twitch nothing but encouragement and certainty he can win this. a slow, torturous pace is going to ensure, as his teeth run ghost-like against skin, barely touching, a hint of tongue.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-03-26 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
I never said I was stopping at a little tongue.

(and here's the loophole, chuuya should have really listened to the terms and conditions of this little competition they had on. dazai's said he would only use chuuya's hands, so, it's well within the rules to bring the one that's pinned to chuuya's crotch, a guiding motion of his own on top of knuckles.

and while that distracts him, that's when the finger he's been toying with makes its way into his mouth with a strong suck.)


You can totally give up and have that elsewhere, you know!
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-03-26 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
It's not my fault you didn't pay attention, Chuuya. Blame yourself, not me!

(if only chuuya knew just how warm he feels. a very nice combo of electrifying arousal, deniability, the satisfaction of being right, and watching, technically, chuuya please himself. all so well organized, a plan with no flaws.

it's so hard to resist the impulse of grinding against the other, though, with how his brain is also screaming for release, risk-taking qualifiers affected by the same substance that left his pupils wide. that does mean he has to redirect the attention, so he'll give the hand as much attention as he needs, and while it is dazai who is controlling the other, well.

might not take too long for chuuya to take over that one.)


You sure? So sure?
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-01 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
Am I? What kind of satisfaction would you get if I just played with your hand? It's not going to solve your current situation, is it? You should be glad I put small printing in there!

(it's hard to talk with that pressure on his sharp jaw, but with how fast he's speaking, it takes virtually no time before he's back to sucking on chuuya's index finger like his life depended on it.

he can't feel the twitching, the pressure, but what he can do is push chuuya's hand against himself harder, keeping a pace that is faster than what he's been employing, synched to his hand.)


Give up, Chuuya. I want this, too.

(SELFISH ASSHOLE.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-01 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Come on, Chuuya. I won't do anything else before you let me.

(that means he won't kiss, he won't touch, he won't grind, nothing. chuuya knows that dazai won't back down from negotiations, never lie about them, so he's only at a word's notice from taking chuuya as his own.

he doesn't even mind how the finger is exploring now, because he takes the middle one into his mouth, too.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-03 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Finally.

(the way the fingers leave his mouth with a pop, and forcefully, he slams the bare hands against their, ugh, mattress. he knows chuuya can free himself very, very easily, but also, why would he? after all this anticipation, all this teasing, the tension since they've arrived, it's with such unspeakable hunger that his lips meet the other's, a kiss as intense as them, in a way that it makes his own head spin.

everything he's ever wanted to do, he'll do. bless drugs, really, is the thought he has as his hips grind against the other's, replacing a bit of the friction chuuya's hand's absence left behind.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-03 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
(it doesn't mean anything, not really, except it means way too much, and dazai isn't ready to say it out loud. it feels ridiculous, to feel so energized by such loathed touch, to feel at home when he hates it, but doesn't, he doesn't, really. it's almost like it's happened before, and before, and before, with how their lips are in synch, with how one hand releases chuuya to bring him closer to his hips with a forceful pull at the very moment he grinds.

almost like they're bonded to their very souls. this is not what his high mind wants to be thinking, however, so he'll turn to pay much more attention to how his hand is so skillfully removing all pieces of clothing that won't rely on them separating to get rid of, lips descending almost too roughly until they reach the other's hipbone... and bite.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-07 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
(those damn legs. saviors in their own right, hardworking, ever present in his life, and yet, this is the first time he gets to touch them - to thank them, quietly, in his own way, for all they've endured for him. for them. for everything they've ever stood for. they move against him, alluring, and he can't keep his hands away from them, gripping in ways that most likely will leave marks, even over the fabric of chuuya's pants -- which don't stay too long in place, they can't, they won't.

not with that cry. ah, it's a shit idea not to shut chuuya up, not with how loud dazai knows he can be, and he proves to be even here. it calls his attention, and after his hands leave the other man bare on their bed, he takes a moment to look, really look at the man whose skin he can't stop kissing.

and he smiles.)


You know. I could look at you all day if you kept looking at me like that. You look beautiful, Chuuya.

(and he will file this under I Was Definitely Fucked Up In The Head, Look At My Excuse, even if he means each and every word that come out of his mouth. the words will only linger in the air for a second, before dazai leaves a happy giggle and sinks teeth into the delicate skin of the other's inner thigh. thank you, legs, he's thanking you by making sure he has marks all over the pale skin.

like a note of gratitude with teeth and tongue.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-07 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
(as if the blush on his cheeks didn't make him even more wonderful to look at. it's not the first time he's seen it, with how pale chuuya is, and the curse of his genetics making his cheeks rosy so easily, but the fact is... dazai's said it. most likely, he won't ever say it again, like this is a secret that he let chuuya have a little glimpse of, and he'll never allow it to resurface again.

it's true, though. the muscle he's sucking on is most likely going to go through all colors once it heals, sore and a reminder for days to come, and it's not the only spot that gets that treatment. he has no idea if this will happen again, if it can, so he'll take full advantage of how much he's being allowed to touch, hands never idle as they feel and stretch the other's skin.

and ah, chuuya. words, words.)


Then you should look very closely at what I'm about to do.

(that's the only warning before all of chuuya's cock finds a home into his mouth, and he gives the other no time to adapt - chuuya is sensitive, after all, and it's with no sight of laziness that he's going for it, relentless, merciless, tongue and lip and friction.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-08 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
(and it's exactly because they're both saying that this will be once that dazai will take all he can from this. steal all the noises he can, even if that in itself is also a bad idea. things to explain, things to deny, things to lie about later. right now, that fact is so watered down by how much he wants it.

even his name coming out of chuuya's mouth feels delicious to hear, and the grip? that only makes him go further. he's gonna make chuuya climax a thousand times today, to make up for how much he secretly knows he'll want to do it, and most likely won't, later. the tighter, the louder, the more he'll speed, the deeper chuuya'll go, the more passionate and determined he'll be.

pop as he releases, that smile, perhaps smitten, perhaps high, adorning his lips before his tongue runs the shaft.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-08 04:58 am (UTC)(link)
(chuuya and his damn legs. one of his hands, while the other busies itself with stroking as his head turns to kiss the thigh, runs across the pale skin, leaving scratch marks on their path. the words do draw a laugh from him, a nibble to the skin of chuuya's leg and a gentle pull.)

Maybe because you thought about it before.

(there's no need to pretend he hadn't. they're not here for a lack of option - they're here because they have years upon years of unsolved feelings, tension, need, and it's such a wild concept to think chuuya of all people wouldn't understand what dazai just meant. their minds are awfully intertwined, after all.

he's quite enjoying giving chuuya absolutely no hints of what he's about to do, though. his lips return to his previous task, perhaps even more ferociously than before. with how much work he's putting into it, he's surprised how chuuya's holding up.)


You can come whenever you like, by the way. It's not going to be the last time you do today, so you can just enjoy yourself.

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