['Soft underbelly he tries to hide'...? What the fuck, Fyodor?
It's true, though. Fyodor and Dazai are similar, but dissimilar as well. Their choices made all the difference, though it certainly wasn't as simple as a choice between lawful living and crime. It was about purpose, wants and desires.
Chuuya doesn't remember a lick of the conversation Fyodor is referencing, and it makes him blanch at his charm to hear as much from him. But... something about it--]
...Are you lying right now? You and Dazai are two different people, I don't think I would think of you as some... some stand-in, even while drunk.
Sure, I probably welcomed your company. But it wouldn't have been because you're like Dazai.
i am fully aware dazai and i are different people [ though, in a way fyodor doesn't like that separation but that's not the issue here. he blinks, communication pausing for a moment as he parses through chuuya's words. ]
as you were rather inebriated at the time i assumed otherwise.
and why would i lie about any of this? it serves no purpose, and i do not wish to turn you and dazai against each other.
You're pretty decent conversation, when you're not trying to cause problems on purpose, so I probably just wanted your company.
Besides, getting drunk around Dazai is only fun if he's drunk, too. Otherwise he's liable to pull stupid pranks like replacing the wine in my glass with vinegar or grape juice. You've got actual manners, so that's a leg up right there.
If you just assumed otherwise, just don't assume again.
Eh? I'm me. Of course I could refuse any company I don't want, what the hell?
But yeah, it takes a lot to get Dazai drunk. Or high. Or anything, really. Some people in the underworld dose just to get a tolerance, but I'm pretty sure that wasn't Dazai's intention.
[That did explain a lot though. Fyodor didn't seem to trust most people, if anyone, and the fact Dazai had turned the man's offer of sex down last time was pretty telling in a lot of ways.
Maybe he just wasn't into sex? That was fair he supposes.]
[ there is another pause, something quiet, and maybe a little brittle had been brushed against ]
thank you but there is no need to apologize, i suppose it was a fair question given our line of conversation. but, in case it needs to be said, i also do not judge someone for whether they have sex or not.
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It's true, though. Fyodor and Dazai are similar, but dissimilar as well. Their choices made all the difference, though it certainly wasn't as simple as a choice between lawful living and crime. It was about purpose, wants and desires.
Chuuya doesn't remember a lick of the conversation Fyodor is referencing, and it makes him blanch at his charm to hear as much from him. But... something about it--]
...Are you lying right now? You and Dazai are two different people, I don't think I would think of you as some... some stand-in, even while drunk.
Sure, I probably welcomed your company. But it wouldn't have been because you're like Dazai.
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as you were rather inebriated at the time i assumed otherwise.
and why would i lie about any of this? it serves no purpose, and i do not wish to turn you and dazai against each other.
[ he only wants what they have ]
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You're pretty decent conversation, when you're not trying to cause problems on purpose, so I probably just wanted your company.
Besides, getting drunk around Dazai is only fun if he's drunk, too. Otherwise he's liable to pull stupid pranks like replacing the wine in my glass with vinegar or grape juice. You've got actual manners, so that's a leg up right there.
If you just assumed otherwise, just don't assume again.
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the first instinct is to doubt everything just said now. ]
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but it does not surprise me despite never having spent time with dazai while he is well and truly gone under the influence of alcohol
[ it wouldn't be smart to be drunk around fyodor after all ]
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Eh? I'm me. Of course I could refuse any company I don't want, what the hell?
But yeah, it takes a lot to get Dazai drunk. Or high. Or anything, really. Some people in the underworld dose just to get a tolerance, but I'm pretty sure that wasn't Dazai's intention.
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well, it's not important i suppose.
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Or are you trying to imply I was fucking pining? Because if so, that's so wrong it's disgusting.
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[ spoilers: it's the second one ]
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Sorry your sex life sucks so bad.
[This coming from the workaholic who only engaged in one night stands before arriving here? Yeah.
Yeaaaaaah.]
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[ ...this sounds worse. probably. though clearly fyodor doesn't seem to think so. ]
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What?!]
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Maybe he just wasn't into sex? That was fair he supposes.]
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Hey, sorry about that. I ain't about to judge someone for whether they have sex or not, I'm just surprised, is all.
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thank you but there is no need to apologize, i suppose it was a fair question given our line of conversation. but, in case it needs to be said, i also do not judge someone for whether they have sex or not.