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[fatalism]

you really don't remember anything from that night. there were a lot of people who wanted your company but you--

well, it's not important i suppose.

[darkdisgrace]

But I what?

[fatalism]

turned them all down, all the propositions for an illicit one-night stand. like none of them could fill the loneliness you were suffering.

[darkdisgrace]

Well that's not surprising. Sex isn't fun when you're not in the mood.

Or are you trying to imply I was fucking pining? Because if so, that's so wrong it's disgusting.

[fatalism]

both, though i can only speak to being certain of one of those statements.

[ spoilers: it's the second one ]

[darkdisgrace]

Yeah no. I'm the kind of guy who likes to enjoy himself properly, that's all. It ain't fun if it ain't a lil thrilling. You know what I mean?

1/2

[fatalism]

[ sex truly is such a mystery at times ]

2/2

[fatalism]

i'm afraid i do not know what you mean, no.

Re: 2/2

[darkdisgrace]

[A long, painful silence.]

Sorry your sex life sucks so bad.

[This coming from the workaholic who only engaged in one night stands before arriving here? Yeah.

Yeaaaaaah.]

[fatalism]

why an apology? for a sex life to "suck" there would have to be one to begin with.

[ ...this sounds worse. probably. though clearly fyodor doesn't seem to think so. ]

[darkdisgrace]

Wait. Are you saying you haven't had sex? Like, ever?

[fatalism]

that's a terribly personal question, chuuya-san. it almost implies we are close but yes, that would be correct.

1/???

[darkdisgrace]

[...What.

What?!]

2/???

[darkdisgrace]

[But the man is so damn flirty????]

[darkdisgrace]

[And the way he'd been eying him up in the forest?]

4/????

[darkdisgrace]

[That did explain a lot though. Fyodor didn't seem to trust most people, if anyone, and the fact Dazai had turned the man's offer of sex down last time was pretty telling in a lot of ways.

Maybe he just wasn't into sex? That was fair he supposes.]

5/????

[darkdisgrace]

[Or maybe it was a religious thing. Like the no sex before marriage stuff? Fyodor was pretty religious.]

6/6

[darkdisgrace]

[Either way... now he feels like a bit of a dick.]

Hey, sorry about that. I ain't about to judge someone for whether they have sex or not, I'm just surprised, is all.

[fatalism]

[ there is another pause, something quiet, and maybe a little brittle had been brushed against ]

thank you but there is no need to apologize, i suppose it was a fair question given our line of conversation. but, in case it needs to be said, i also do not judge someone for whether they have sex or not.