You're pretty crap at it then, because the amount of women who want you dead is still legendary back home. And what do you mean you don't date?! A lot of them seem to think way differently.
[Gosh he's tempted to bite him for that.
...He's too comfortable though. Enough so that Dazai's admission gets a snort out of him instead of a scolding.] You do realize I knew that was on purpose at the time, right? Plausible deniability is close enough, I guess.
(it certainly does. probably all this honesty and openess won't ever make things easier. right now, they can find some solace in it, but in a month? two? perhaps they're digging their own grave.
dazai's cowardness, chuuya's inability to let go. dazai's machinations, chuuya's forgiveness.)
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[Gosh he's tempted to bite him for that.
...He's too comfortable though. Enough so that Dazai's admission gets a snort out of him instead of a scolding.] You do realize I knew that was on purpose at the time, right? Plausible deniability is close enough, I guess.
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(what a piece of shit. and for his next attempt to talk--)
Well, works both ways! You can totally also say-- he was willing, and I was horny, and since he was like that, it totally didn't mean a thing!
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[And yet, he loves this man.
That probably says a lot of unfortunate things about Chuuya himself.] Yeah yeah, pretty sure that was the point at the time.
['at the time'. They certainly didn't need the excuses now, though.] But look at us now.
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dazai's cowardness, chuuya's inability to let go. dazai's machinations, chuuya's forgiveness.)
Well, we had been... You know.
(... ugh. making disgusting love.)
Affectionate. We have been here for a while.