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Chuuya "wine mom" Nakahara ([personal profile] darkdisgrace) wrote2023-03-13 03:11 am
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-09 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
(listen, listen, sometimes you hate someone so much that if they die, you'll be even madder, let them lie and deny that they're like, not that disgusted by each other... but fuck-- that's a kotone. the way he high-pitched yelps, sitting up immediately, with the jacket in attempts to cover up the pj's. she'll see, however, that the only part of him that isn't covered in bandages is half his feet.

ah, well. there's a reason. the reason is why he's bleeding here and there, of course. ah, well, fuck, shit, fuck, crap, shit, fuck.)


... Eh-- Koto-chan... How was the trip...? Floating must have been fun. Ah, not with Chuuya, though. This is not fun at all.

(because chuuya doesn't let him breathe when it's like this. he's positively screwed. his hands leave the jacket on his lap, before they clasp under his chin.)

Of course I do! In that book I have, they say it only hurts a little bit! I was looking forward to it! You're early, Chuuya, too early!! Also, why are you being mean to my house. I really liked it...! It was very, very, very nice.

(no bitch it was a shipping container in the middle of a chemical wasteland that not even bacteria wanted to live in, you had basically nothing in there, it was a shit place to live please get over it)

Mhmmm... I ate... Whatever. Something--
Edited 2023-04-09 00:49 (UTC)
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-04-09 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
Actually, he's been really nice to me. It might have been fun if we weren't looking for you. Nice pajamas.

[She's so annoyed at Dazai, actually. She'd been worried that something was wrong, that he was seriously hurt or had made good on his thoughts about dying, but finding him like this in a hole? It's a relief, but she's still kind of mad at him. It's inconsiderate, first of all.

But she watches Chuuya digging in his bag, guessing that he has what he needs. She keeps her own on her shoulder, just in case, but ready to step in if he needs anything from her.]
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-09 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
You can't expect me to sleep with all that on, it's only comfortable at work-- also, ew, Koto-chan, he's gotten to you...

(look at how he's treating dazai, is that how a nice man acts!!!!!! -- ah, yeah, in this situation, it might be. kotone being mad at him, though, well. doesn't bother him so much. not when he's drunk, and not when he's a piece of shit.)

Only at first, see, only at first! I've tried to compress myself in a drum, that hurt way more than this. Eh-- but I don't wanna go, and I don't wanna eat.

(but even so, he offers his arm for chuuya to deal with the bandages. he knows he won't remove them and traumatize kotone with what's underneath it, he trusts the other ew ew ew.)
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-04-09 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
When he makes me come all the way out to the middle of nowhere, I'll stop calling him nice.

[He literally did not make her do anything, but she still feels obligated. She hangs back, once again letting Chuuya take charge. It almost reminds her of Akihiko and Shinjiro, except those two clearly liked each other in spite of the fights and arguments they'd have, and these two, well... hm. They sure are something.

She watches the way he offers his arm to Chuuya to help bandage, glancing over Dazai's face as if there might be anything she could read there.]


Do you want me to watch the front while you take care of him? I don't mind.

[She's offering privacy, if he wants it. Offering to Chuuya, mind, not Dazai. He doesn't get a say.]
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-09 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
Stop trying to steal my mentees!! What's next, are you going to get Atsushi?? Kyouka?? Ugh, un-beli-veable.

(bitch, you left, and he's looking at chuuya like he could murder him with his eyes only. motherfucker. stealing his damn kiddos!!!! and making him eat!! and coming into his room!!! good thing chuuya's focused on his arm, because his knife is absolutely picked, because someone's a great thief, whether sober or not! dazai's got very light touches, after all. don't force-feed him!!!!)

Noooo, Koto-chan, don't leave me with him!!! I wanna die by the hands of someone taller!!!!
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[personal profile] orphne 2023-04-09 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
[Huge toddler! She rolls her eyes at the idea that she could be stolen, as if she isn't capable of either making her own decisions or talking to both of them individually without taking sides.]

Well, they always say beggars can't be choosers, Dazai-san.

[She gives him an innocent little smile before nodding to Chuuya, shrugging off her own bag and leaving it nearby.]

There are some more bandages and some tea and cookies in there. You can keep them or give them to him, I don't mind either way.

[She doesn't know what's good for drunk people to eat; she'd just packed what she'd had to hand when she learned Chuuya was going to go out looking for him. But with the bag dropped off, she heads back to the entrance, ready to keep watch for-- anything. Dragons? Monsters? Weird ghosts from the forest that sounded like Shadows luring people into Tartarus? Who knows.]
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-09 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
Nooooooooooooohesmeankotochandontgooooooooooooooooo...
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-09 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
(the knife goes very skillfully under the blankets. it might be needed if chuuya does want to force-feed him. he knows they basically have no boundaries, but his stomach hurts!! he'll eat in a second, at least, let him gather up some strength. he just woke up, goddamnit.

there's only a sigh. a part of him is wondering if chuuya didn't just warn her dazai's an ass and this is a normal occurrence, so there was no actual need to worry so much. come on, you love shit talking dazai, did you not???

a bloody me-- ah.)


Oh. No, please, you think I'd let that? Nikol came to visit because he was bored, and he gripped my arm for a second, that's all.

(nikol, seriously, dazai? he's looking at the entrance for a little moment, a sigh towards kotone. she's already attached, isn't she? chuuya, please, tell her how much dazai sucks...)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-09 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
"Getting" and "got" are two different things. Nikol hates touching me, he just wanted someone to annoy.

(which, well, it's understandable. 'no longer human' can be daunting, and it's not like dazai can ever turn it off, even to save his own life. good that kotone didn't summon anything for nothing - he did tell her he's pretty much immune to any ability to ever exist.

but he's silent at the rest of the jabbing, and he weakly kicks chuuya's shin as a response. get out of his brain, asshole.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-09 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
Ouch, ouch-- ouch!!!

(SIR THERE'S A VERY DEEP CUT IN THERE, ouch, see!!! mean!! but he gives out the other arm, there's also legs, calfs, but they'll have time to stitch it all at home, just let them be a little extra covered, not to raise too much suspicion.

there's just a 'tsk' from him, because!! he'll apologize, but not because chuuya told him so, it's because he wants to!!

and then the attitude flies out the window. the arm that has just been bandaged falls to the jacket, a hand gripping on it.)


Odasaku's.
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-09 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
(he doesn't want the sour reminder, not really, but if he ignores the smell of blood, he can smell nicotine, curry, whiskey, lupin, and oda, so, this jacket is never going to be washed. it's not like he's been pining over this for years on end, and changed his entire self because of it, not at all.

but that's the question. dazai has no idea. oda's been dead for years. the blood was not so dry when he found it. it's fucking with his brain a little bit. the cherry on top of it all.)


I don't know. I found it in a store, for sale.

... Let's go home. I want our bed.

(yeah. yeah, nevermind wording.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-09 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
(dazai's an ass, but even he has limits. dazai knows exactly what oda's death entailed for chuuya. it meant he lost dazai, and a series of consequences came from it, all falling onto his lap because of his disappearing act. he told chuuya enough - that he loved the man. while dazai is not rather empathetic towards people's deaths, that one stung. the mafia stung. everything fell apart for him, and well. chuuya was left alone picking up the pieces, was he not?

chuuya is the last person on earth who deserves to listen to all this. if he wants to, he can ask later, but dazai won't pick the topic up. he's cruel, but not like this.

so, just as a means to speed this whole thing up so he can go back to sleep again, he'll meet chuuya halfway. a bite to the apple, to cooperate.)


... Take her to see the city later, from above.
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-09 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
You know I don't. You never take me flying. Thankless.

(just a joke, to lighten the mood, because both know it's not a denial on chuuya's part, but an inability altogether. 'no longer human' can be a wonderful thing, but it also strips him of opportunities ever so often.

he's definitely going to ask him to take kotone home via gravity, however, he'll stay put. there's no way he'll have energy or time to find himself another hole in that meantime, and they don't need to all suffer the walk on the way back.

but on the topic of thankfulness, dazai just looks at chuuya for a second, there. he doesn't need to say it. thank you for the space, thank you for trying to understand.)
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[personal profile] nullificates 2023-04-09 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, so like you every day about literally anything else?

(and this is exactly why when kotone suggests he talks to chuuya, he will cry laughing. they never speak, not really. it's the freaking double black hivemind. did chuuya just rip dazai a new one without dazai saying one word to entice it, down to the very details of his thoughts? oh, yes, he did. dazai despises it, as useful as it is to both of them, and sometimes, to the entirety of japan! and Yokohama!

fuck chuuya, though.

so, instead of bitching like he normally would, he'll just focus his efforts onto eating, letting chuuya do his thing while he shifts as needed. walking back is going to take a while. he'll firmly tell kotone to go safely, because he'll need a few breaks, probably.)